I have pretty much decided that it is time for the blog to end. My heart is just not into it for some reason. Part of it is that I feel like my life needs to be more private, and I don't like having those who may not wish me well, be in an up front seat here, reading my blog every day. It's bothered me from day one, but I have ignored it. Also, I feel like I am where I want to be in my life, and if someone wants to be my friend, then they can be that. I don't need an audience. Maybe as I age I am just becoming more private.
At one point I felt the desire to share, but these days, I only feel like sharing with my friends, and there are too many followers here that upon being asked who they are, decide that they don't want to fill me in, and therefore, it leaves me thinking that I am just a "thing" to follow. No, not any more. Perhaps I may come back to this, or, maybe I will just post big updates in my life, but for now, I just have to stop posting.